Naqib's wondering mind.

No wonder good virtues will make life  so beautiful

I am  waiting yet for the day-celebration day. My second birthday on the 23 March 2013. How many days more I got to wait? From now, today 6 Februaury- more than one month. What a waiting , so torturous. I would not want to convert into days- not worth it- so stressing, not good for my health. I want to live longer, longer and longer. But not forever. It's impossible.

Ya, my grandpa and grandma are also waiting for the day. The same date I was born in 2010. But , of course, theirs are far far back behind. I was told in the night telling story session by my grandpa, I addressed him Tokpa, he and grandma aka as nenek, were tied the knot on the same date in year 1975, almost 38 years back.

Now both of them have two grandchildren, my cousin Yousef and I, Ahmad Naqib, suffice to call me Naqib, no problem at all. They love us very much and making a lot of sacrifices. Once my mama told me that both nenek and tokpa were looking after my cousin Yousef  for three solid months that is from the day he  was born. But now nenek and tokpa are looking after me since I was born leaving behind their beautiful house empty just because of me. So I will never forget to pray for their health and well being. May Allah bless both of them. Frankly I lost for words for their love.

I plan to make this coming celebration as an extra special occasion.  I assure you , it will be so special dedicated to both of them, my dearest nenek and tokpa for their 38 anniversary.

As a student of an institution for young beginners I learned a lot about love and to be loved, about care and caring, to be tolerance, earned my position and respect, rights and wrongs and all other good virtues. These are virtues without them life will be no meaning at all.

There are 20 of us as against 5 teachers, all are young ladies. They are nice and soft spoken people. They never loose their heads when many of us crying. In fact all us are demanding lots because we love them and we also know that they love us.. Nevertheless for me nenek and tokpa are beyond comparison, far excellence.

"Naqib, lets go to see panda". I turned my back. Nenek and tokpa are standing close right in front of me, smiling and ready to go. "Lets wandering around and no  more wondering",my words to them.